Sometimes I don’t wanna
be an adult
Sometimes I don’t want
to go to work
to pay the bills
to make important decisions
that impact others
Sometimes I don’t want
to be the responsible one
who “holds down the fort”
who takes care of everyone
who makes everything ok
Sometimes I wish
that I didn’t
know pain
know hurt
that I didn’t know
it always takes time
to heal
Sometimes I just want
to stand in the shower
until the hot water turns cold
and my hair is not yet clean
or better yet
sit in a tub
until wrinkled and shivering
shutting out the world
with the click of the door
Sometimes I just want
to lie on the couch
watch some numbing series
created in days long ago
wearing fuzzy animal pajamas
with 7up and Saltines
today comforting a soul
instead of a tummy
Sometimes I just want
to bury my fingers in warm dirt
sifting rocks from treasures
to cup my hands around a little moth
feel it flutter then fly away
to lie flat on the lawn
watching the clouds become stories
have conversation with ladybugs
and worry for her children
But I must find balance
for I am an adult
I pay the bills
to keep my comforts
I go to work
to make a difference
I make decisions
to take care of others
who have days
when they don’t wanna
Know My Worth 
I don’t wanna either, some days…I guess part of being an adult is that we can choose to do it anyway! 🙂
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So true, Melody! xo
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This one is lovely, I have lots of ‘don’t wanna’ days and I miss those carefree days of childhood. Thank you.
On Sat, Feb 16, 2013 at 7:42 PM, Know My Worth
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Carefree was lovely wasn’t it… thanks for being here 🙂
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Very well written and my feeling too sometimes!
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Thank you!
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I’m grateful we all are sharing the same experience whether it be a negative or positive. Remember Mother Thersa said– “if you are lonely, it’s because we have forgotten we belong to each other.” But why? Wonderful and indicative poetry! Thank you friend ~ Deborah
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It’s so confirming to me that God is behind my work when I connect to shared experiences. Thank you for being here with me Deborah ❤
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I think you speak for all of us and so eloquently.
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Thank you Val – sending love to you!
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